…when you know he would do anything to make you happy. when you would do anything to make them happy, and want to do anything to make them happy.
defining the feeling.
…when you take your first run together and “get” what your sister means about running connecting you together in a different way. Sharing something important to you, and being able to talk about things like where you would live if the sky was the limit, or where you want to travel, if money was no object.
defining the feeling.
…when you watch him tenderly care for your sister’s IV needs, and then she requests he do it again on Friday, even though Jess was shown how to do it.
defining the feeling.
…when you see qualities you have always wanted in someone – devotion, dedication, perspective, genuineness.
defining the feeling.
…when you find yourself thinking ahead to holidays and vacations and the future.
defining the feeling.
…when there is no place better than being in their arms, or looking into their eyes and seeing the feeling mimicked in your eyes.
defining the feeling.
…when it’s on the tip of your tongue, you reiterate it in your brain, and it’s in everything that you do.
defining the feeling.
…when you look into their eyes and see home.
what is the feeling? It’s love.
That’s right…when Doctor Boy whispered into my ear as he tends to at least once a night when I see him “I love you” I finally said it back.
And the smile back and hug and kiss was like no other…sheer happiness and joy. From him, and from me. I can’t believe I am actually in love, after the many months and months of wanting to find it, it found me first.
Swoon.
October 25, 2010 at 1:47 pm
OMG…. YAHOOO!
October 25, 2010 at 3:11 pm
October 25, 2010 at 1:49 pm
Um yeah, I’m totally on the verge of tears over here. I am SO SO SO SO happy for you!!! You and Doctor Boy just fit. It just works. It’s just awesome. Love.
October 25, 2010 at 3:11 pm
aww…that means so much to me sis. I told him what you said to me last night over BBIM, that you were so happy you could cry for me. He loved that
October 25, 2010 at 1:50 pm
“…A simple I love you means more than money…” – the late, great Frank Sinatra
And I can’t agree more
October 25, 2010 at 3:11 pm
Aw, so so true! thank you for the support
October 25, 2010 at 2:08 pm
I’m SUPER happy for you! You really deserve it! Enjoy the feeling and “go for it”.
October 25, 2010 at 3:10 pm
thank you!! I’m diving in
October 25, 2010 at 2:20 pm
Yay, yay, yay! So happy for you! You deserve every bit of happiness that’s come your way!
October 25, 2010 at 3:10 pm
thank you so much – means even more to read your encouragement even though you’re going through a rough patch. XO!
October 25, 2010 at 3:01 pm
Whhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
I feel like the little pig on the Geico commercial! *Giggle*
So happy for you.
October 25, 2010 at 3:09 pm
HA, T, I love that commercial
Wheeee!
October 25, 2010 at 3:26 pm
Love this! And so glad you experienced running with someone you love. It’s so hard to explain how it feels.
October 25, 2010 at 3:42 pm
thank you!! It was an awesome feeling running together!
October 25, 2010 at 4:00 pm
the “i love you” is the cherry on top, eh?
SO, SO happy for you!
October 25, 2010 at 4:16 pm
it REALLY is
October 25, 2010 at 4:46 pm
I have goosebumps. Seriously. Big goosebumps. And I am so very happy for you.
Big hugs. (Although I very much doubt you need mine when you have his…)
October 26, 2010 at 8:09 am
aww, thank you!! I will still take your hugs any day of the week!! XO!
October 25, 2010 at 5:02 pm
Sitting alone in my office with tears in my eyes…pathetic I know but girl I am just so damn happy for you. You have come so far. Love him with all you’ve got.
October 26, 2010 at 8:10 am
Aww! Shan, you are going to make ME cry. So so sweet, love the happy tears. I will do just that…xo!
October 25, 2010 at 6:39 pm
Chills. SO happy for you Jo!
October 26, 2010 at 8:10 am
aww thank you friend!!! So happy
October 25, 2010 at 8:49 pm
Awesome! The “home” feeling has got to be the best thing ever. Your story is such an inspiration!
October 26, 2010 at 8:11 am
It really is the best feeling. And if I can inspire, all the better.
October 26, 2010 at 11:06 am
Yaaaaay!
October 26, 2010 at 11:42 am
October 26, 2010 at 12:51 pm
Your post made me smile, so happy for you. Looks like you’ve met your wonderful prince!! Yeah!!!
October 29, 2010 at 4:06 pm
So glad this made you smile! Made me smile too
October 26, 2010 at 1:16 pm
Ah, this is so great. Congrats on how things are developing!
October 29, 2010 at 4:07 pm
thank you so much!
October 26, 2010 at 10:51 pm
I’m so very happy for you. You deserve it! Question: what did you saynto him when he said he loved you and you weren’t ready? I’m unsure of how to hsndle such a situation.
October 27, 2010 at 8:44 am
thank you so much! Well, he prefaced it with saying that he didn’t expect me to say it back right away, but that he didn’t want to hold back his feelings. I told him that I am close to it, but wasn’t quite ready yet to say it. He completely understood.
October 27, 2010 at 12:26 pm
I didn’t think it would be long before you told Doctor Boy you loved him … it was written between the lines of lots of posts. very happy for you both. Just remember, it’s a journey ….
October 27, 2010 at 2:03 pm
Aw, thank you. It is a journey and each day is new and different and it makes me happy!
October 29, 2010 at 12:04 pm
I totally get that – nicely put. I miss it too.
October 29, 2010 at 4:07 pm
Thought you might “get” that too!
November 12, 2010 at 8:49 pm
Love, love, love this post! I think it can be tough to define what love is, but you did so beautiful. It’s not just words, but it’s the feeling and the actions behind them. So happy for you and DB! xoxo
November 13, 2010 at 9:54 am
Aww…thank you!! I wrote from the heart on this one, and didn’t even really know what was going to come out of it, but it captures it perfectly for me. XO!
December 15, 2010 at 5:22 pm
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